mind, body, and soul

you were my reason for living; you were my heart and soul. you were what made my life living, but now life is nothing at all. how can one live with no one at all, well now i know this is how. i live for others thats how i live, but one day i will realize that life with you was just pretend. I spent my days thinking of you, but now i cope by hurting myself so that i do not think of you.

when will this pain end, this pain of nothing at all. oh life just take me away and lead me to a place where i can find aq love that will just last at all. i dream of that day, that day of true love. until then i hope, i dream that the kill of another night will waste some time until i find that one true love.

my heart in a million pieces; just get over it i'm told. i believe that this love for you will never end, not now, not tomorrow, not even in the future. i will never be able to love anyone else. thank you for this, i really want to dispose of my life.

i love you, she said.

You Win Some You Lose Some

"You Win Some You Lose Some," sound familiar?

After any kind of loss this phrase is typically said to the so called "loser" of the bunch. This is intended to make the playing field even, saying that every once in a while one loses, but the wins should over-power the losses.

What if one loses so much that this phrase is repeatedly told to them? What if they have so many things that have been taken from them that everyday their heart just feels heavier and heavier.

One day the weight will be lifted by someone, until then she will wipe her own tears with dignity.